I just really want to be married already.
I’m so emotionally unstable
After spending a week with Chuckie, and now having to wait until April to see him again has taken such a toll on me. I can’t skype with him without wanting to cry or crying. I just miss him so much, and it physically hurts to miss him as much as I do.
I just can’t handle this anymore. When you hurt this much everyday, there just comes a point where you just feel like giving up.
BUT I WON’T GIVE UP, BECAUSE I LOVE HIM, AND I COULD NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE LIKE I LOVE HIM.
I just don’t know how to handle all these emotions anymore.
I got a ballroom gown for prom!
If anyone would like to see, let me know in my ask box. :]
I can’t post a picture because I’m surprising Chuckie and he’s not allowed to see it. :]